friends?You’re just a friend I know you are I’ve got that much through my headfriends?
There is nothing else I need from you
At least that’s what I said
And that’s true most of the time
But then there are those times
When I just want someone there
Someone to hold me
Someone to love me
Someone I can tell anything to
But I have found that I can’t trust that many people Just a few of my friends
And it’s only the ones I can relate to
I probably should have switched the order
I should have trusted you with my secrets Before I trusted you with my heart
practicly alone yet surroundedMy friends are stabbing me in the back The ones I trust are leaving or betraying mepracticly alone yet surrounded
I feel but want to be numb Then it wouldn’t hurt so much
To feel like no one cares
No one gives a shit About you or your life or anything that happens Everything is screwed up
I seriously walked away last night And sat by myself
No one followed me
No one noticed
Then I was sitting alone in the light The people who asked if I was ok
I had never met before
The sad thing is they seemed to care
At least more than my so-called “friends” Pathetic isn’t it
whyThe questions I have asked over and over And no one can answer themwhy
I just wonder Why? Why you were taken so soon? Why you had to suffer? Why when you were so young? Why the one last word you said never leaves my mind? Why everything in my life reminds me of you? Why you had to die so slowly?
Why everything happened the way that it did? Why didn’t they catch it sooner? Why they can’t find a cure? Why does it happen to children? Why you?
Why anyone? Why not me? But is there any point in asking questions
If they can’t be answered No h
you dont even knowI see youyou dont even know
It seems like your everywhere
You always have been there
I see you on a bad day
You make me smile
I cry my eyes out
You happen to ask if I’m ok
And then I am I’m having a good day
Its because I saw you
You have this ability
One that I can’t explain But it’s more powerful than anyone else’s
You don’t know any of this
You don’t know that you make me smile
You don’t know that you make every day better
You don’t know that you make every day worth getting up
You don’t know that I look forward to seeing you
You don’t
It Hurts to KnowIt hurts to know I'm lonely, It hurts to know the pain. It hurts to know the sorrow, It's driving me insane.It Hurts to Know
It hurts to know I'm sorry, Yet I'll never be forgived. It hurts to know I harmed you.. Still, I wish you never lived.
It hurts to know I looked up to you, Then found out you're a lie. It hurts to know I cared for you- I should've left you to die.
It hurts to know my feelings, I just don't like you anymore. It hurts to know I messed you up, I rot you to your core.
It hurts to know I can't help you, There's o
Adrianna Ia young girl, dressed in black from head to toe. her father holding her tight. she has no idea what is happening, the impact this event will have on her life is not known. "where's mommy?" she wonders. "why is grammy crying? is she hurt?" "it's okay babe, mommy is on a vacation. we couldnn't come along. she'll be gone for a while. and grammy, well, grammy is just acting. everyone is just acting. everything is fine." no matter how much it hurt to reply with a tale of lies, this father couldn't stand to hurt his innocent daughter. "okay, can we go get dolly then? I left her in the car, please daddy? she's crying, IAdrianna I
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